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1st November 2007

9:26pm: Bored
Arkansas, though better in many ways to Delaware, is still quite boring compared to California. Maybe it's because I don't have quite as many friends willing to cause shennanigans like I do in Cali. I am bored. What would I do right now if I were home. Well, at the very least there would be somebody to meet at the coffee shop. Coffee and cigarettes and some good conversation makes any night better. Nope. Not here. The hand full of friends that I do have here have to work tomorrow. What's that about? That was hardly ever an excuse for my friends back home. Work be damned we were consuming copious amounts of caffeine and nicotine till the wee hours of the morning. Maybe a few beers at the pub as well. Not that it would matter because the only coffee shops nearby are Starbucks (ick!) and they close at 10! So the moral of the story is California IS INDEED the best place to live because you never get bored. Amen!
Current Mood: bored

3rd September 2007

5:26am: It's 5:30 in the morning
and I am avoiding finishing my world civ paper. I guess writing in here is a better alternative. I haven't been on in forever! Actually only 17 weeks but it seems like forever. So what has happened in the last 17 weeks. We sold our house and moved to Arkansas! Yup. It's not so bad. I guess I like it. I started working part time which is a nice change from the 40+ hours I was working back in Cali. I started school again. Fingers crossed that I will actually finish this time. I guess that's it. Oh yeah! . . . I got a new car. My new baby is a fully loaded lifted and shiny 4 dr Jeep Wrangler. It's big and black. I think I might call it Sammy for Samuel L. Jackson. Still on the fence about it. Anyway. I guess I should go finish that damn paper.


4th May 2007

10:16pm: Update
Tristan got back into the Air Force and we are moving to Arkansas. I went out there with him last weekend and I must admit that it is absolutely beautiful. Currently I am stuck here in California because I promised my boss that I would give him two months to replace me. That's just me being a nice gal. Too bad he stabbed me in the back and fired me when it was too late to change our plans! So now here I am. No job. No money. I can't leave my house because I can't afford the gas. So, I am just cleaning my house and getting kind of sad thinking about having to leave it. We already sold it and hopefully we will close escrow by the first of June. I guess that's it. I'm sad and lonely! The end

4th April 2007

8:37pm: So annoying!
So, I kinda got pissed at my co-worker today. She said those words I hate to hear again today. "Your too young". Really?! Young for what exactly? I can vote. I can gamble. I can buy cigarettes and beer. She is only less then 5 years older then me. And really what have those extra 5 years given her? We have the same job for the same pay. I got married and had a kid years before she did either. What? It is so annoying to be put down for my age. I can't help that I am younger then you and my total inexperience with drugs has nothing to do with my age and everything to do with the fact that I have nor will I ever be a dumb ass. Really . . . is that a response to my saying that I have never tried drugs? Your young? As if I still have time to try them now. STUPID~ and might I add grrrr!
Current Mood: annoyed

2nd April 2007

8:11pm: I was all by myself . . .
So, Tristan is gone for the night and so is my baby love (Chloe). He went to MEPS to hopefully get sworn in. He told me that it is really hard to pass now. I'm sure he will be fine seeing as how he knows how to deal with these people already. Chloe is at my mom's.

It seems very weird that I am so bored. I always want to lock myself in my room when I get home from work so that I can just relax. Now that I have the whole house to myself I am so bored. I need the chaos of my life. It is my companion. Anyway . . . I bought a chick flick and bubble bath and nail polish for a mani/pedi. I am going to try to enjoy my alone time. It's just hard to adjust to not being needed for bath time and story time and feeding. Even for just one night!
Current Mood: bored

1st April 2007

11:15pm: carp
Tihs is how I feel toady! Ctlelpoemy out of wcak. Aauctlly, i'ts bucasee I had a pertty good day whcih seems somwhaet unoommcn for me. Ayanwy. . . hpoe yuor dyas wree straihgt!

21st October 2006

10:24am: I guess I don't count!


15th August 2006

11:56pm: Help ME!!!
ok computer geeks! I know you are out there. I need help. What does it mean when you get a gray screen and an image that switches between a happy mac and a question mark? I cannot get on my computer and all my pictures and movies that I spent HOURS editing are on that damn thing!!! HELPME!

22nd July 2006

8:33pm: I hate . . .
The weather right now.

That all my friends abandoned me.

That I can't give up my addictions

That I don't know when to believe in myself

That my toilets are not clean

That my backyard is a desert

That I hate so many things.

12th July 2006

12:13am: New Job!
Yippee! I got a great new job! It's only 16 miles away instead of 60! Great news for my car and my gas budget! AND I will be licensed soon which means much bigger bonuses then what I am getting now!

After getting back from the meeting with my new agent I came home and sent Tristan out to get yummy food to celebrate. We were going to crack open our most expensive bottle of wine that he got from Spain and then watch Harry Potter. Once I put Chloe to bed I realized that he had been gone for over an hour. I was just about to call the local hospital when he pulled in. The store he was out got robbed while he was there and he had to give a statemet. Typical. Celebration ruined by my unstable nerves!!!

25th June 2006

6:57pm: Procrastination at it's best
I just read through my last few entries and realized that I still have entries from DE in my most recent entries. How sad. I used to be so good about writing in this thing. Now I fear I have lost my LJ friends. Please come back to me!!! I promise I will write more!!!

24th June 2006

12:06pm: Dial up sucks!
Oh my goodness! I just waited five minutes for this page to load! In case you didn't know, Tristan and I moved into our house in FEBRUARY!!! It's a brand new house and the developers thought that they might save some money by using some antiquated phone lines. Long story short we just got phone service yesterday and now we are waiting for our DSL. No cable internet out here in the boonies! Anyway, it's a free trial of AOL for now. GRRR!

So, things are good. Chloe is so big. We teach her funny little catch phrases that amuse us. Some of these include "I'm not a baby!", "I'm cupe!" (she can't say cute for some reason), my personal favorite if you say Hellllooooooo, she will say "I'm a caaaaarrrrrrr" That one is special for us Dane Cook fans.

Sh is so much fun right now. Well, not this secod because she is whining to paint. She already found my nail polish and painted herself!

Other then that I guess everything is boring and the same as always.

Here is my special little shout out to all of my DE friends. I miss you guys! Especially you Andrea! COME VISIT ME!!!!!!! We got an extra room for you! I even put a little plaque outside of the door that says ANDREA'S ROOM. Ok not really but come anyway!!
Current Mood: chipper

9th March 2006

12:56am: My latest annoyance!
I am truly annoyed right now by people who think that they are the authority on everything just because they have read a few books. You know what! Sometimes books are wrong.

The End

3rd March 2006

2:44am: I just lik movies OK!?
They say if you have seen more the 40 of these you have no life. I must really have no life then! Try it and see how much of a loser YOU are.

(*) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(*) Grease
(*) Pirates of the Caribbean
(*) Boondock Saints
(*) The Mexican
(*) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(*) Neverending Story
(*) Blazing Saddles
(*) Airplane!
Total: 9

(*) The Princess Bride
(*) Young Frankenstein
(*) Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
(*) Napoleon Dynamite
(*) Saw
(*) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(*) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
Total: 16

(*) Scream
(*) Scream 2
(*) Scream 3
(*) Scary Movie
(*) Scary Movie 2
(*) Scary Movie 3
(*) American Pie
(*) American Pie 2
(*) American Wedding
(*) Harry Potter
Total: 26

(*) Harry Potter 2
(*) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
(*) Resident Evil I
(*) Resident Evil 2
(*) The Wedding Singer
(*) Little Black Book
(*) The Village
(*) Donnie Darko
(*) Lilo & Stitch
Total: 35

(*) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(*) 13 Ghosts
(*) Signs
(*) The Grinch
(*) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(*) White Chicks
(*) Butterfly Effect
(*) 13 Going on 30
(*) I, Robot
Total: 44

(*) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(*) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(*) Along Came Polly
(*) Deep Impact
( ) Kingpin
(*) Never Been Kissed
(*) Meet The Parents
(*) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
Total: 51

( ) Cinderella Story
(*) The Terminal
(*) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(*) Dumb & Dumber
(*) Dumb & Dumberer
(*) Final Destination
(*) Final Destination 2
(*) Halloween
(*) The Ring
Total: 59

(*) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(*) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(*) Ghost Ship
(*) From Hell
(*) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(*) I Am Sam
(*) The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 66

(*) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(*) Ten Things I Hate About You
(*) Just Married
(*) Gothika
(*) Nightmare on Elm Street
(*) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
(*) Bad Boys
Total: 73

(*) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(*) Se7en
(*) Ocean's Eleven
(*) Ocean's Twelve
(*) Bourne Identity
( ) Lone Star
(*) Bedazzled
(*) Predator I
( ) Predator II
Total: 80

(*) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(*) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(*) ET
(*) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
( ) Frailty
Total: 84

( ) Best Men
(*) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(*) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
(*) Sideways
(*) Mars Attacks!
(*) Event Horizon
(*) Ever After
(*) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
Total: 91

(*) X-Men
(*) X-2
(*) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(*) Catch Me If You Can
(*) The Others
(*) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(*) Cruel Intentions
(*) The Hot Chick
Total: 99

(*) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(*) Old School
(*) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(*) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(*) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(*) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(*) A Walk to Remember
(*) Boogeyman
Total: 107

(*) Hitch
(*) The Fifth Element
(*) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(*) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(*) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(*) Star Wars Episode IV A New HopE
(*) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(*) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(*) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
Total: 116

(*) Air Force One
(*) For Richer or Poorer
(*) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(*) Sound of Music
(*) Parent Trap 1 (old)
(*) Parent Trap 2 (new)
(*) The Burbs
(*) The Terminator
Total: 124

(*) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(*) Meet Joe Black
(*) Nightmare Before Christmas
(*) The Silence of the Lambs
(*) Red Dragon
(*) Sleepy Hollow
(*) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
(*) The Virgin Suicides
Total: 132

15th December 2005

12:00pm: I quit!
I have officially had enough and before I go ahead and bend over for the mexican mafia, I QUIT!

So, here is my sad little story. Somehow some of the keys turned up missing from the shop. They are keys that we keep hanging on the cork board. Probably not the best place to keep them in the first place. Anyway, since they went missing on the weekend that I was working, I, along with two other girls, got money taken out of their paychecks. Even though I never saw the keys or used the keys that weekend. Such crap. So, I pretty much decided that I was quitting when I was handed this news on Monday. However I decided to wait till I got paid. So, last night I went to the shop to wait for my paycheck. It wasn't supposed to be missing any money because I was just supposed to give it to Megan. Laurie told me she had spoken to Micah and he agreed not to take the money out of her paycheck. So, we got our money and we both realized that we were $30 short. All of us were short. I went ahead and put my key up and said I quit and Laurie almost did the same thing. Everyone is super pissed. I ended up taking my key back only because Megan and Laurie decided that if it wasn't cleared up by today they are quitting also and we want to do it all at once. Just leave our keys on the counter and give the super finger on our way out!

So, that is my story.

11th December 2005

8:31pm: Now, don't die of shock!
Yes, that's right. I AM writing an entry. As usual I only have time for a quick rundown.

* Working two jobs again. Well, I work 30 hours a week for Statefarm and about 20-35 hours a week at the coffee shop. I also tutor once a week. I'm a busy girl.

* The coffee shop still sucks to work for. Between staying late for the movie that was filmed there and dealing with a twenty year old drug dealer that I called the cops on, not for the drugs but because he was fooling around with a twelve year old in his car in front of the shop, I have had more then enough. I'm probably quitting after Christmas.

* Tristan came home! Big yays for me!

* Jackson followed him. Boo! Alright, I love Jackson but not when he becomes the third person in our relationship. He doesn't know when to mind his own business. But, I do miss him.

* Our house should be done soon. We got a sactional for it. If you don't know what a sactional is then I guess you aren't as cool as we are!

* Chloe is gigantic! Maybe some day I will actually get around to updating some photos.

* Tristan got a job working for Charter. The bonuses should be good and hopefully he will be able to transfer to the one in the desert. This is better then the job working for United Pacific. He would basically be a loadmaster, only instead of flying with his cargo, he would be railing with it. I said NO to that one. We have had enough of that!

* Kristen got engaged and I was conveniently left out of the whole celebration. Things are bad between us and neither one of us knows why or how all of this shit got started. Apparently I am still a bridesmaid. I am just kind of waiting for the call from her telling me she has chosen someone else over me.

Well, that is life. No deep random thoughts. Sorry!

23rd October 2005

2:01am: Road Trippin!
I am so excited about our little adventure across America! This is how it's going down. My friend, Robert, and I are going to leav LAX at 8 on the 17th. We arrive at Baltimore early morning on the 18th. We will probably spend the day recovering from the flight and I think I have a Dr.s appt. That night I think we are hitting up some Morrocon food. The next day we will probably just hang out in Dover. Then we leave on Sunday! I am buying Haunted America and we are going to hit up as many haunted spots on our way back. We will then stop in Texas for Thanksgiving and for house shopping because we will be investing in property there. We will spend the holidays with Jackson's family. After that Jackson will follow us to Cali and the party will continue there! Woo-Hoo! We are going to have so much fun!
1:51am: Oh baby! California!
You are a true Californian if:

1. Your monthly house payments exceed your annual

2. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice.

3. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you
check your cell phone.

4. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican.

5. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close
you are when you know darn well that it'll take you
at least an hour to get there (see below).

6. Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no
matter what the distance, takes about "twenty

7. You drive to your neighborhood block party.

8. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at
Big Bear on the same day.

9. You eat a different ethnic food for every meal.

10. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on
foot, you're definitely driving.

11. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area

12. You know what In N Out is and feel bad for all the
other states because they do n't have any.

13. You don't stop at a STOP sign, you do a California

14. You really can never be too rich or too thin or too

15. You've partied in Tijuana at least 3 times.

16. You don't remember at least 1 of them.

17. You go to a tanning salon before going to the

18. You eat pineapple on pizza.

19. Your cell phone has left a permanent impression
on the side of your head.

20. You think that Venice is a beach.

21. The waitress asks if you'd like "carbs" in your meal.

22. You know who the tinsel underwear dude in Venice
Beach is.

23. You call 911 and they put you on hold.

24. You have a gym membership because it's

25. The gym is packed at 3pm...on a workday.

26. You think you are better than the people who
live "Over the Hill". It doesn't matter which side of
the hill you are currently residing, you are just
better than them, for whatever reason.

27. You know that if you drive two miles in any
direction you will find a McDonald's or a Starbucks.

28. You know what "sigalert", "PCH", and "the five"

29. It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on
every news station: "STORM WATCH"

30. The Terminator is your governor.

31. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to
other friends from California

21st September 2005


LJ Interests meme results

  1. apu:
    Where I went to school for two years. I heart APU. I do not heart the dumb asses who went there.
  2. clubbing:
    Where I shake my booty. Trust me there is plenty to shake.
  3. dvds:
    Because movies rock my socks!
  4. happiness:
    Shouldn't we all be happiness. Isn't that what we are all working for anyway.
  5. love:
    And the greatest of these is love
  6. norah jones:
    Doesn't she just make you want to lay in a field of flowers and look up at the sky?
  7. radiohead:
    Radiohead rules. Nough said.
  8. sarcasm:
    I am the most sarcastic person I know. Well, next to Tristan anyway.
  9. spell checker:
    Because I can't spell for shit.
  10. the perversity of wisdom:
    Draw your own conclusions I don't have the time to explain this one. Or send me a message about it and then we can talk about it.

Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

6th September 2005

6:47pm: My Casa!

Here is the sight to my new house. Mine is floor plan 2 with a den instead of the fourth bedroom. It's kinda hard to see but it's the best I could do.

This is what it looks like from the outside. Once again it is the second one.
6:44pm: Woo Hoo So Cal!
This is going around myspace and I thought it was kinda funny. All the spelling errors are not mine. I felt the need to clarify.

I'm from Southern California with it!

-I cuss a lot.

-I say "for sure" and "right on" and "like" a lot!

-I know what real cheese, FRESH strawberries & avocados taste like.

-I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe and Big Bear.

-Summers are really hot, and winters are slightly chilly. That's the way it is.

-I can wear a tank top during the winter.

-I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore".

-I know 65 mph really means over 80.

-When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger & accept it.

-I've been to a sea port such as Frisco and have eaten fresh clam chowder out of a sourdough bread bowl.

-Once I turn 21, everything u've been doing doing since you were 15 is now legal.

-The gonernor sucks, but he can still kick your governor's ass.

-I can go out at midnight and wear a t-shirt and shorts.

-My clothing attire attracts strange looks in other states. All I say is that I'm from Cali...its all good!

-The REAL mexican food is found in the little hole in the wall places.

-Hollywood...nuff said.

-We have In-N-Out....Taco Time can not beat that.

-I'm from Southern California and I fucking love it!

~Everything is just 20 mins away...regardless of distance.

~We have tans year-round

~There are more Beautiful people per capita than anyplace on earth.

~Said beautiful people can wear revealing clothing year round.


30th August 2005

10:03am: Life is . . .
Everything blows. End of story. Okay not really. So looking forward to November/December. In Nov I get to go back to DE and visit all my friends that I haven't seen in forever. Yager and Jackson are especially missed. AND of course Andrea and her husband Chris. Hopefully we will hit up some Morrocon. After that Tristan and I and Mimi will drive my car back to Cali. Yay! I get my car back. I love you echo! In December we get our house. It is so freakin awesome. 1900 sq ft. Granite counter tops in the kitchen stainless steel appliances including fridge. jacuzzi tub in the master bath. December will be a great month. I get my husband my car and my house all in the same month. I also get an ungodly commute to go to work but whatever. Oh yeah! I didn't mention that I work for State Farm now. I have my own office and life is good. Allthough if I never have to say the word refinance again that would be okay with me!
Sorry for the big run on. Handle it!

20th June 2005

3:51pm: I need a vacation!
So, I started a new job last week. I like it alot. So far it has been alot of observing and trying to figure out what the hell I am doing. Tomorrow I am going to be talking to clients! Scary! Tomorrow I am working both jobs. That is 14 hours of work for me tomorrow with just a quick 2 hour break between that I will spend working up a sweat at the gym.

I am about to wake Chloe up right now to give her a bath so I can runaway to Starbucks for an iced vanilla latte and a little studying. Last night I quizzed myself for the test I have today and I only missed two out of 30. I feel good about the test today. I DON'T feel good about the paper I wrote. Somehow I lost the directions. I hope it at least gets a B. I couldn't really handle anything less then that. I would have to kill myself.

My life has changed so drastically that I can't hardly believe it!

Yesterday my mom told me that she is giving us a refridgerator for our new house. She is also paying for all of Chloe's furniture. I think my dad is going to build her a loft bed that looks like a castle. We will just keep her matress under the roof till she gets big enough to climb stairs.

Life is exciting right now but as you can imagine I am always tired. Now I must go study!

10th June 2005

11:11pm: So much has changed
I got a new job which will quite possibly turn into my career. I am starting school on Monday and I am wondering if it is a mistake to spend the time and money considering I may never finish. We put a bid in for a house and it was accepted which means that in about a month I will own a home with my husband. Holy Moses! When did I become an adult?

So, I can look forward to furnishing said new home and then possibly more exciting (not really, but a close second) Vegas baby! A month and a half till Vegas and let me tell you I do Vegas RIGHT! I am so excited about that you have no idea!
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